Bloggie!!

huah, sudah lama sekali ga nulis di blog yaahhh!

miss you bloggie!!

kejadian malem ini buat gue pengen nulis blog, karena ga tau kemana harus ngmg.. hahahah...

pas denger mengenai bahasan itu, bikin g yang ngantuk jadi ga ngantuk...

jadi kepikiran terus...

harus ngapain yah...

mesti gimana yah...

jadi banyak khawatirnya...

kadang suka mikir, apa salah yah kalo g begini...

jadi saya harus berbuat apa...

apa yang harus saya perbuat...

dari tadi sampe sekarang cuma pertanyaan itu doank yang muter2 dalam kepala

ga tau jawabannya apa...

wish i can have the answer right now...

.....

Need you now.... by lady antebellum :)

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor. 
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more. 
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. 
For me it happens all the time.  

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
 I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. 
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.  

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door. 
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. 
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
 For me it happens all the time.  

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
 I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. 
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.  
I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all. 

 It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. 
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
 And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. 

 I just need you now.  

Oh baby I need you now.

January 12, 2011.

Hey bloggieee!!

long long long time i didn't "touch" you. ha ha ha...

although it's late already, i want to say

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Have a blast, people! ;)

i'd been a good year in 2010!

And i hope will be good in 2011 too!

2011 - Be good to me! :p

New Year, still be me. I'm trying to be a better person, to be a better daughter, sister, friends, cousin, to be a better person for all..!! :)

FYI, i just clear up my stuff which is very very messy. ha ha ha

something important happen in January 2011

IP-ku naik semester ini... yayyy! 3.41

belom pernah selama ini terjadi selama kuliah ip sampai 3.41. ha ha ha

really BIG THANKS DAD... :*

Anyway, i'm so exciting to write blog just to say i have an extra criteria for my "future man"

may i? of course.. ha ha ha..

after had a little chit chat with my friend, she said that to have a future man, you need him to be your priest.

i never think about it before, so i decide to say that to be my future man :

You (don't know who) gotta be a priest for me.

i need a man who can spend his time for me, not all the time but at least in one day you can spend an hour for me. To check on me, to ask about what I'm doing today. :p

Have a responsibility to GOD, for his self, for his jobs, for his and my family, for everything he do.

yang lainnya masih sama seperti yang dulu. ha ha ha..

gotta go to shower! bath time, people!

see yaa bloggie! :*

..........

Dad, You let this situation happen to me.

I just want You to give the same strength to me, so I can through this situation with You.

Walk out with You beside me, walk with me through this hard situation.

It's makes me feel depression, Dad.

and

I really don't know how to describe my feelings now.

Random Feeling, Random Blog, Random Random Random

RANDOM BLOG

Don't read it if you don't want to be *random people* HA HA HA

#nowplaying I call it love by Lionel Richie

what what what

what happen with me about this fews days or maybe week??

In bahasa I called it as #labil #random feelings

Sometimes i miss someone "out there", is that fair?

hmm...

Just forget about it...

Last night, I became a spoiled girl, I just felt that i want to be spoiled. huaaaa....

But nobody's there to spoiled me... :(

I can't sleep until 1 AM. No friends to talk, cause already late night. *sigh

So I decided to watched "THE SWITCH"

Quite a good movie for me, from best friend they became a couple, although need more than 5 years to be a couple since her best friend had a " sperm baby (form a man who wants to donate his sperm)" but they had a happy ending story, and that's what I want. lol

This fews day, I'd thinking about learn some musical instrument such a guitar or piano maybe.

But, for right now I don't have much time to learn that musical instrument. Just wish that when holiday come i can learn one of that musical instrument. :D

If I already can play one of that musical instrument, it will be cool. So I can sing with playing guitar or piano by my own. HA HA HA

*I Wish*

Really random about what i feel right now.

aaaaa...

Random Blog, Random Feelings.

*sigh*