18 November 2010

..........

Dad, You let this situation happen to me.
I just want You to give the same strength to me, so I can through this situation with You.
Walk out with You beside me, walk with me through this hard situation.

It's makes me feel depression, Dad.
and
I really don't know how to describe my feelings now.

16 November 2010

Random Feeling, Random Blog, Random Random Random

RANDOM BLOG
Don't read it if you don't want to be *random people* HA HA HA

#nowplaying I call it love by Lionel Richie


what what what
what happen with me about this fews days or maybe week??
In bahasa I called it as #labil #random feelings

Sometimes i miss someone "out there", is that fair?
hmm...

Just forget about it...

Last night, I became a spoiled girl, I just felt that i want to be spoiled. huaaaa....
But nobody's there to spoiled me... :(

I can't sleep until 1 AM. No friends to talk, cause already late night. *sigh
So I decided to watched "THE SWITCH"
Quite a good movie for me, from best friend they became a couple, although need more than 5 years to be a couple since her best friend had a " sperm baby (form a man who wants to donate his sperm)" but they had a happy ending story, and that's what I want. lol

This fews day, I'd thinking about learn some musical instrument such a guitar or piano maybe.
But, for right now I don't have much time to learn that musical instrument. Just wish that when holiday come i can learn one of that musical instrument. :D
If I already can play one of that musical instrument, it will be cool. So I can sing with playing guitar or piano by my own. HA HA HA
*I Wish*

Really random about what i feel right now.
aaaaa...

Random Blog, Random Feelings.
*sigh*

07 November 2010

IT'S NOVEMBER ALREADY!!!

We are already in November, people!
Next month is December, December means Christmas, Christmas means joyful, holy day, holiday, vacation, refreshing, time to have fun, and time for my self!
WoHoo...!
I can't wait for it.

So far, my week is not to messy, not to horrible, but it's quite tired.
I still can't manage my time. For me a week isn't enough for my daily activities now.
from Tuesday - Friday, I always do my daily activities until 9 or 10 PM sometimes.
It really makes me " Dooohhh! ", but always try to thankful from my busy daily activities... :)

Beside my busy daily activities, about 3 days ago, I had thinking about resign from one of my daily activities, but it's kinda hard for me, because that's one of my favorite activities, but the "atmosphere" is not make me comfort anymore.
I don't know what should I do. :(
Just let GOD decide it for me *so holy* lol

Anyway, my church is in Open Heaven Sacrifice Moment, to build God House, to prepare our Christmas On The Street (which is gonna be so freakin fun!) you guys can join our Christmas celebration on December 23rd @Central Park ... , and of course to build our mentality.
Sometimes I think and said to God " Hey God, Why did You put me in Overcomer Church? Why not in other church? There's a lot of church in Jakarta, but why did you want me to be here in Overcomer Church? "
Maybe, God want to build my mental, so i can have an EXCELLENT MENTAL not a STANDARD MENTAL anymore. :p

So, from now on i'm trying to build my own EXCELLENT MENTALITY, so i can serve HIM more better!
I almost forgot! I wanna tell you guys, XO had a really great service last night! And so for the JMALL service this morning!
So, for you you you guys out there who really curious about our service, just join with us!
XO Service every Saturday @6PM
JMALL Service every Sunday @10 AM
GAJAH MADA PLAZA 15th Floor.
OVERCOMER CHURCH .. :)


a little wish for this Christmas...
Can I have an iPod Touch for my Christmas Gift, Dad?? I don't know why but iPod Touch really "ranging" in my head. HA HA HA

Naitynite blogger... :)

31 Oktober 2010

31 October 2010


As usual, today we have JMALL service @10AM..
after JMALL service, we have encounter class..
and guess what? we have our final exam! and i didn't know that, so i didn't study. :(
But, Thanks GOD. The exam was pending until next week, so i have time to study. *dancing*

after that 4Pm we gather around to go to Indosiar.
Watch Indonesia's Got Talent, to support our beloved brother iuz n nando! Yayyyy
Of course all of us isss ssoooo excited for the day!
Until we arrive at Indosiar, there's a loottt supporter of XO. so we start to have fun and screaamm out loud to support our brothers! *Give me X, Give me O, Go Go XO*
before XO, there's one group that very very entertaining for me! BVC beauty Viction!
for me, they're the real entertainer on earth! they can dance, they can do cheers moves too, they can act, i love them so much!
sadly, they eliminated.. :(
but never mind, you know you guys can be more more more success out there.. ;)

- RESULT SHOW -
Time for result show...
The most "deg-deg an" for this night!
Finally XO can go to next round! YAYYYY!! we're so proud of you guys..
i see iuz n nando have so much improvement.
Bless them in next round, Bless OverCoMer, Bless the best thing happen on them, Dad.

What a great night... *dancing*

IGT XO kirim ke 9200
The Craziest Supporter Ever! Ha Ha Ha
Show Time!

This is me with the STAR! :p

Stage Indonesia's Got Talent
Me - Iuz - osin
This One is My favorite! Me with Olin BFC a.k.a Diky ... :)

VOTE XO!
Ketik IGT XO
Kirim ke 9200

23 Oktober 2010

YEAY!!

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!!!

This morning when i saw my BBM Group "OCM GROOVE"
Ko gar, said that there's gonna be Ms.Ivonne English class @3Pm right in church!
of course i'm so excited!
because i don't have much time to take another courses, cause i'm kinda busy for my college, and for my cell group, dance crew, and all of my activities. huff...
i always said this when i'm really2 busy... this is my favorite quotes!
*THANKS DAD I'M BUSY"
HA HA HA...

anyway, i took my first class with Ms. Ivonne today.
Quite fun, i'm really enjoy it. I can ask what i really want to ask.
And now, we must learn to talk with english everyday we met.
even thought i still "gagap" with my english but i hope i can improve my english so i can speak english fluently. :D

beside that, me and ci Ivonne share about " MAN - WOMAN " things. hahaha...
thanks about the advice, ci... really make my eyes OPEN about "the man in other countries sono noh" hahaha..

anyway, i've tried "mie babi" @mangga besar tonight with my cozy.
i thought it will be so delicious...
after i try it, i don't really like it, just like people around me said about the mie.

last story, today i have a really really goooooodddd dreaamm...
don't want to tell yoouuu bloggerrr....
just want to spread the happiness without know the story.. :p


Hey Hey Hey!! this is a name tag of my church.
and i'm a part of DANCER!
Really Proud to be Dancer! hope i'm gonna be a pro dancer SOON! AMINNN.... :p



19 Oktober 2010

ONE THING





ONE THING I WANT TO SAY NOW

GOD, I'M TIRED.
REALLY REALLY TIRED.
JUST HOLD ME AND NEVER LET ME GO IN EVERY SITUATION.
LET ME WALK WITH YOU, LET ME HAVE MY PASSION AND FAITH IN YOU.


*sigh, bener2 cape sekali fisik ini. entah kenapa.
harus belajar buat ujian terakhir besok, and i'm really2 done with study!
tired!! huaaaaaaa.... :(

18 Oktober 2010

Good News came from my bestie... :)

i have 2 bestie (girl)
we come a best friend since high school until now...
although now we not met each other often, but we still keep in touch by sms or phone. :)
Uci already have her " Future Man " - Ko Billy
and now Novi already have her " Future Man " tooooo - Mr. Albert
Really glad to hear that they already become a couple now.
Hope both of them will have a long lasting relationship.
i'll always pray the best for both of you sis... :)

For now, i'm kinda confuse about waiting for something seen or unseen.
one of my friend said that better to wait something unseen, cause it's eternal.
But to wait something unseen to be seen it's kinda hard for me
there's no certainty about what's gonna happen in the future.
huff...

Just wait what will Dad decided for me. :)

My mid test just last 2 days again!!!
i'm so excited, but i'm stress toooo, there's a lot of material that i have to read, to remind it. err..
Just give me strength to pass it all well yah Dad... :)

okai, done for refreshing my mind.
Time to study study and study again.
Ganbatte for me!!! HA HA HA...

will ask "how are you" soon, xian sheng.. :)

Nite universe...
Have a good sleep...

16 Oktober 2010

Present Present Present... *dancing*


Remember my last post JUST ARRIVVEEEDD??
after i posted it on my blog
Andi came to my house, he said want to talk about his problem.
HE LIED...
He came to my house, just to gave me SPONGEBOB doll! HA HA HA ...
There's 3 Spongebob doll.... *unyu unyu* love it!!!
my Favorite is SPONGESAILOR...

CUTE CUTE CUTE!!
This year i've got so much present!
Thanks Guys... :)




15 Oktober 2010

Anotherrr Present!!


JUST ARRIVEEDDD!!
Another present from Osin!
i've got 3 present this year (not include my "coming soon" present from my sista) HA HA HA

she came to my house only for gave a birthday present for me.
So touchy. Thanks sis... :)

Beside towel, there's a birthday greeting card.

The packaging is unique i guess.
Just check it out... :)


Birthday Cards
Here's the towel! :p
Here's the unique package.. :p


THANKS SIS... xoxo

Weekend!!!!

WEEKEND!! it means 'santai' time!
fuhh.. already a week since i got cough, flu, and fever (but my fever already gone -hush hush hush-)
and my voice hasn't turn to normal. *sigh...
it's been a week from my mid test, and today exam it wasn't good. :(
wish my lecturer have an angel heart. HA HA HA...

do you know this song?
i love the lyric.

Love is you - Ten 2 Five

this is how i feel
whenever i'm with you
everything is all about you
too good to be true

somehow i just can't believe
you can lay your eyes on me
if this is a fairy tale
i wish you will end happily
even know we are a part
i can feel you here next to me
here and now i will love
stay with me

let me love you with all my heart
you are the one for me
you are the light of my soul
let me hold you with my arms
wanna feel love again
wanna feel love again
wanna feel love again

and i know love is you

love is you

love is you (end)

You guys can watch the video by clicking this link

12 Oktober 2010


My "MAHAKARYA" :p
Sista took it for me
OverCoMer 2nd Anniversary (1)
OverCoMer 2nd Anniversary (2)
Me (2)
Social Psychology
11.10.10

Born From a BoomBox


New TOY!
My sister just bought a camera about 3 days ago, although it's a 2nd camera, but the old owner only use it once.
and i already have my own "MAHAKARYA" hahahaha...

let's talk about today.

- Born From a Boom Box -
My favorite word for today, why? Because i've just saw step up 3 with my cozy of course! :)
at first, i think i don't want to go, cause i still tired. But i don't want to miss this moment.
So i decided to go. :)
We watch the movie, there's a few part that i really really love!!
i call it "House of SHOES!" ah, i really want that shoes, just give me 1 pair *wish wish wish. hahaha...
unfortunately i didn't found the pic in google. huhuhu...
but i found my favorite part - Round 2 - and - Final battle -
Man! the LED SHOES, the LED clothes! argh, i want it, i want it, i want it! :(

Talking about dance, i have a plan for my self. after graduate from my uni, i think i will take some dance school.
But dunno if it will be happen or not. :p
But i won't let go my dance world.
Because i BORN FROM A BOOM BOX, i BORN TO BE A DANCER, and i PROUD TO BE A DANCER!

LED SHOES, PEOPLE!

My sista "new toy"

Takoyaki for my dinner tonight

ini waktu 09.10.10 i was kidnapped by my cozy! look what they've done to me... HA HA HA...
This is today, Our ticket! 12 ticket! :)



10 Oktober 2010

Video when we were battle and having fun!

Here are some videos when me and my cozy went to Cafe Strawberry.
Look what we've done there! hahaha...
Enjoy! :)

Battle with Cafe Strawberry Waitress Part 1 Battle with Cafe Strawberry Waitress Part 2



Playing Matches Part 1 Playing Matches Part 2

Bye2 19, Hello 20! hahaha...


Yesterday was my birthday and OverCoMer church 2nd anniversary
not so good yesterday, cause i'm ill.
i got flu, fever, sore throat. *sigh..
but Dad always give me strength to through it all.

My team - XO' Famz dance pretty good but not so good, cause a lil'bit problem from the sound.
But that's OK! Cause today 10.10.10 @10.00 we perform VERY GOOD compared to yesterday! :D
After dance, i immediately change my clothes, cause i have to play drama.
Totally was a FRREAAAKK nite! and pf course we totally Rock the Heaven people!hahah...

after service, i was kidnapped by all of my cozy!! errrr...
they said gonna took me home, but once again, they can't fool meee... bweee...
so i follow what they want.
suddenly they close my eyes with a small towel, and binding my hands with tie..
we arrived @ cafe stroberi we have so much fun in.
we had a battle dance with the waitress and then they "BULI" me again spray me with foam, talk, ice cream, i really2 completely done! hahaha...
love you guys...

i already 20 now,
wish i could more mature,
more love GOD,
all of my bad habits disappear,
wish i can have a ... umm... rrrrr.... hahaha... :p

anyway i'm so glad he still can say "happy birthday to me" although through facebook only.. :D


Today service's is verrryy veryyy awesome! i felt that God with us today! i love my hero!
they're so cute today...
there's naruto, batman, spiderman, elephant, flowers, chun lee, etc. they all so cute! xoxo


Gift from my bestie! Daniel.. Thanks Niel.. :)
This is from daniel alay. hahaha...
i don't know why, but i love this pic! do you guys? hahahahah...
SO DAMN COOL MAN! That's why i love my church! :p
Me. cool isn't it? HA HA HA..

Birthday Greetings! :)

From my cozy leader
Facebook! :)



Ricky n Me :)
My Cozy
Ma'Girls! Love you girls...
Ko gar - Ci Sp - Me - Ci Meing - ci Ranny
Freakin' Damn Cool. lol